One of those Days!

On Wednesday of this week I had "One of those Days"...you know the kind I mean...Nothing goes the way you planned, you don't get the things done you thought you should, you feel completely exhausted at the end of the day and you wonder why because nothing is done...but then I looked at the reason nothing was accomplished, I spent the afternoon with my three youngest grandchildren, Allison, Wyatt and Ellie! Who cares about all the other junk when your life can be blessed with grandkids!

Ellie has learned a new funny face to pull...when Allison saw this I told her that she used to pull the same face when she was a baby, so the rest of the day everything Ellie did Allie needed to know if she used to do the same thing.

Wyatt, I so love you. I hope and pray that somewhere inside your world you know how much I care for you, and long for the day we can open more doors to bring you back to us.




Peek-a-Boo!

Allison told Ellie "We can be best cousins when you grow up!"
Yup, it was "One of those Days", and if I'm lucky I will have many more of them in my life.

I've Been Tagged!

I've been tagged by Anja
The rules of the game: Each player answers the questions themselves. At the end of the post the player then tags 5-6 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment letting them know that they've been tagged and asking them to read your blog.
Let the person who tagged you know when you've posted your answers.
Ten years ago
Pretty much doing the same things as I am now...was just a bit younger then!
Five things on today's "to do list"
Go to work (yuk)
Clean my scrapbook room
Fix dinner
Do dishes
Do some laundry
Things I would do if I was a millionaire
Get out of debt!
Help my kids finances
Places I have lived
Several places around Utah
Portland, Oregon
Eureka, California
Now I will tag TC, Steve, Wendy, Catherine & Sue

Girl's Outing!

On Monday we had a 4 generation girl's day out. We went to Red Butte Gardens, had a picnic, strolled through the gardens and totally enjoyed a day together. It was so special to share a day with my mom, daughter and grandaughter.

In the gardens we came upon these purple ball flowers and it brought back a memory to me. When my boys were young, about 2 & 5, we lived up behind the capital building next door to a lady that grew prize winning flowers. She had a bunch of these purple ball things and they were beautiful! One day my boys came in the house with their arms full of these flowers for their mom! They had picked every single one that she was growing. She came over later yelling and cussing about my awful children but all I could keep thinking was they picked them for their mommy...they loved me! Sorry lady but their hearts were in the right place!

Sweet Cookie Dreams!

Taking care of my grandaughter, Ellie, today...I put her down in her room on the floor with a teething cookie and told her I had to answer a quick email for work then we would give her a bath and feed her. When I went back in she was sound asleep on the floor. But she looked so cute I had to sneak a photo....

Memorial Day

Yesterday was Memorial Day and my mom asked Michael and I to take her to visit the cemetaries. We made a day of it and then took her to a late lunch. I love visiting the cemetaries with my mom because it always jogs some memory of hers that I have never heard before.
Like visiting her baby brother and sisters graves...she told us how they always kept their dead at home, not mortuaries, for the family to pay last respects too. Her baby brother was so tiny and the children wanted to hold him so my grandma had to wrap him up and put him in the china closet. When her sister died my mom was so broken hearted that she laid on the bed holding her for a very long time.

I learned that my grandma had been raised in a wealthy home with servants and never got used to having to do for herself after getting married. She married my grandpa and when the great depression happened she blamed him for it! I don't quite know how she worked that one out in her mind but she did. And I learned that my great-grandparents never did accept my grandpa into their lives because he was a common railroad worker.

When we visited my sister's grave, I heard my mom, for the first time, express some anger over her death! It has been 42 years and finally I heard my mom angry over her taking her own life and what a waste that was because she was so smart and talented. I miss my sister so much but it is hard to forgive her for leaving us like she did.

One of the cemetaries we visited, by the University of Utah, was filled with deer! They were having a grand time chowing down on all the fresh flowers that had been brought in!

Anyway, it was a great day, even with the rain, and I hope that my mom is around for a long time still to share her stories with me. Thanks mom, I love you!

Summertime! Yahoo!

OK, Memorial Weekend...always the beginning of summer, right? So we decided to go for a nice long ride today up in the canyons and welcome in our long awaited summer season!

Didn't look like summertime here.......
Found a pretty little lake...still half frozen over!
But Bambi was looking happy anyway! He wasn't afraid of me at all....he just watched me walk up and take his/her picture!

So, OK, we didn't find summer but we did have a great day and a beautiful drive...maybe next weekend?

Walk Now for Autism

Yesterday was the Walk for Autism and what an event! They said that Autism Speaks has never held a first walk anywhere that had as big a turnout as Salt Lake's first walk! The goal that was originally set for us was to raise $200,000...they said we raised over $300,000! It was great, so much support and awareness was raised, something so terribly needed. I loved watching all the children play, and melt down and nobody was casting judging eyes on anyone, everyone was relaxed and comfortable knowing the amount of understanding in the group.